Happy Valentine’s Day not over yet!

So it’s not over yet y’all!

I really wanted to take the opportunity to share with you some things on my heart which should be what this day is all about anyways right???

Do ya’ll remember that blog I did on my Birthday? Omg I’m turning 25  its more then a feeling well what the toughest thing is  this… Valentines day and understanding this too is more then a feeling I know so many times I sound redundant about so many things I say in my blogs because Jesus is the source.. today Can we have the essence of Jesus and understanding that we are feeling all the feels, but it’s okay people! It’s alright to have the feels and when you do Go to Jesus and say I know you keep this sacred most of all! So because he will cherish what you hold dear in your heart he will also protect Him

So this is someone I strive to be like not just on Valentines day but everyday of my life like Mary…

Luke 10:39 The Passion Translation (TPT)

Jesus Visits Martha and Mary

38–39 As Jesus and the disciples continued on their journey, they came to a village where a woman welcomed Jesus into her home. Her name was Martha and she had a sister named Mary. Mary sat down attentively before the Master, absorbing every revelation he shared.

the word SOAK MEANS 

soak | sōk | verb [with object] 1 make or allow (something) to become thoroughly wet by immersing it in liquid: soak the beans overnight in water. [no object] be immersed in water or another liquid: she spent some time soaking in a hot bath. (of a liquid) cause (something or someone) to become extremely wet: the rain poured down, soaking their hair. [no object, with adverbial of direction] (of a liquid) penetrate or permeate completely: cold water was soaking into my shoes. (soak something off/out) remove something by immersing it in water for a period of time: don’t disturb the wound—soak the dressing off if necessary.

Are we in that place where we make this the most important time? To lay at His feet and just listen and soak Not moving or shaking but sitting and Soaking??? 

Come and permeate in the presence of God!!!

So here’ it is to all who love Love! Jesus is love and he’s the best source for your day today! It’s funny because I remind myself with my own videos that I’ve done on my channel before watching myself cry and be vulnerable with whoever watches because I felt the Holy Spirit lead me to, but the truth is so many times we don’t get the full opportunity to carry that out! We want to sit and soak in His presence and make covenant with Him but its not always as easy because of other things that have gotten in the way.  When I worship and when I praise I get to seek the King and really,  I come to a place of repentance every time. Not because I want to feel bad but the truth is when wallow in just daily life it can get really rough and hard for me! God has so strengthened me in 2019 and the key is to make Jesus everything! That is truly the key to everything every joy he is the ultimate love today!

I was so encouraged and surrounded with peace when I read my beautiful Iron Friends Blog Post! Nadia wrote about questions people asked how her parents stayed together so long and what was the key to all of that?! 

here is the Link:


They had many answers and I’m gonna leave the Link below so you can read it because truly it will change your perspective for singles and if you’re married it will just uplift your life!

I don’t know the position you’re in this evening ending Valentine’s Day but I would hope whatever your heart was feeling that it would find Jesus tonight because that’s truly what it’s about!

He’s who I seek even when I didn’t seek he finds me. He finds me in the strangest places it’s funny and beautiful the chase game I have with the Holy Spirit! When Jesus explained in John 14 “I am the way the truth and the Life”.. what does that mean to you it means I want to make him my actual reality in my life and that my year would be surrounded with His face in every area that he oils surprise me with Him in everyone I meet because it’s just like him to do something like that with His beloved!

So this is the love we seek for nothing but this smothered in this deep output of His love and maybe you’ve not experienced that but make it your chase to make it your daily expectation because that’s when everything shifts and moves you into change and what restores your life to full meaning when he’s the source of all life because he’s the beginning and the End!

P.S Ladies you were meant to be conquered for Jesus conquered us right? just know that the only way to get the best is through faith and conquest… just a little side note go soak with Jesus my valentines!!!!!


I love you Jesus it’s you and me forever

Xoxo 😘 Love Lexi

Happy Valentines Day!


If their are typos I wrote this in a moving car..

Back to the future!!!




I’ve been in this new place where God has been showing me and reminding me who I am and where Im going… sometimes you think the new has to be something you’ve never heard before, but sometimes the new is something you’ve heard before but its a new rout.  Because I still can’t wait in the morning and turn my affection towards the Holy Spirit and its not because I’m an emotional mess, but the posture of my heart is just so completely thankful in every way I can’t say it enough over and over again! It’s such a blessing to say to Jesus I love you, let me breath you in now. In the beginning to me is God took my normal ordinary Life and made me super- natural you know? If you have Jesus living on the inside of you, then you are a Super- natural creation and God is about to breath so much more on your Dry Bones! Some of you may be feeling like like what can I even give to Him but you give Him you. Thats where it all starts I’m telling you if you are constantly the sacrifice you’ll be so astonished on where God took you without even knowing it. Do you believe that he wants the best for your life? Because he really does want the absolute best let Him show you!!! Let’s dive in, let’s read the word together.

Romans 12 The Message (MSG)

Place Your Life Before God

12 1-2 So here’s what I want you to do, God helping you: Take your everyday, ordinary life—your sleeping, eating, going-to-work, and walking-around life—and place it before God as an offering. Embracing what God does for you is the best thing you can do for him. Don’t become so well-adjusted to your culture that you fit into it without even thinking. Instead, fix your attention on God. You’ll be changed from the inside out. Readily recognize what he wants from you, and quickly respond to it. Unlike the culture around you, always dragging you down to its level of immaturity, God brings the best out of you, develops well-formed maturity in you.

I’m speaking to you out of deep gratitude for all that God has given me, and especially as I have responsibilities in relation to you. Living then, as every one of you does, in pure grace, it’s important that you not misinterpret yourselves as people who are bringing this goodness to God. No, God brings it all to you. The only accurate way to understand ourselves is by what God is and by what he does for us, not by what we are and what we do for him.

Reflection: whoa moment right ?!?!?!

So I was gonna just highlight and make bold the parts that are important but who am I kidding its the Bible its all so important!!! I’m so not here to talk about my problems but I’m here to encourage you, because guess what everyone has problems weather its a paper cut or  if its a devastating emotional problem. They all exist and guess what God doesn’t miss any of them. But let me just say that you’re not a normal being you’re created so special so we need to stand out not to be or Live Weird, but to live in a way that God is seen In every area. We are slaying Giants people!!!!



Make em’ Laugh (Lol)

Make em’ Laugh (Lol)

My friend told me that laughter is the best medicine. I absolutely love to make people laugh. It’s a serious joy that I have and I love just seeing smiles on peoples faces. I like to come to a place where I could be making them laugh so hard that they are almost peeing in their pants! This is the joy that I like to bring to anyone that comes around me! I believe I was born to belly laugh! I was just talking to my friend Shelby actually I’m gonna share with you our actual conversation!

Shelby: you know Lex, in the past few months i’ve learned if you don’t laugh you’ll cry. but why cry when there’s so much to laugh about, you know?

me: Yeah exactly and when you do laugh hard enough the tears come out anyways in a joyful way

These are real moments that I’ve had with people who deal with real life and the thing is the joy that the Lord brings you it’s not a feeling it’s undeniable there is this joy that comes from your bones. I don’t like to say o wanna make you forget your worries because reality it hard but when we can take a breather and just LAUGH 😂 SO HARD THE TEARS CLME OUT ITS THE BEST!

So I’m here to tell you let’s laugh together let’s have joy overflowing! When we can just tune into that joy he’s given us it sthe best ever!!!!

Let’s take a minute and laugh LOL

It’s just me..

So one of the suggestions I got for my next blog posts was from my dear dear friend who is more like a sister her name is Grace Ballano maybe you know her? Mhhhm you do cause she’s amazing truly a gift 🎁!

She gave me so many great suggestions and each week I’m gonna take the time to write about them because they were so good are you ready? Yaaaasss 🍯 were gonna do it!

Hey so this is my blog and writing the suggestions given to me.

Hope you enjoy 😉

Xo: Lex

This video above is me! Many times I like to sing in my room find a place get away and sing. In this moment I had just hear the Holy Spirit I love you I’m watching you I’m the ultimate comforter.

My name means “protector of the people” I am so honored my mom Named me Alexis I love my name! Yet sometimes your name can be the frame in which you live. So not even knowing it I would become over protective of people and more of a hurt to myself because of the way I behaved because I loved these people. Isn’t that crazy when you start to do something out of love and it turns and shifts into a hurt to you more then anyone else. My mom says this is second hand offense because it wasn’t if yours to begin with but you take it on as the “protector” , “defender” of your loved one as your own.

So the song above was me allowing the Lord to show me who I was in him through song. He sang over me and I sang it out until I believed it. I believe it with everything in me because he told me. So I always have to get away and just for a bit I’ll be praying in tongues because his loving peace comes over me and enters in me. So this is me.. I’ll be posting more

Thanks for taking time to listen and read friends I love you all so much!

My heart is for you



Kingdom Life (new new new)

I know I’ve started blogs with that phrase where I say “it’s a new time” or maybe you’ve heard that phrase over and over again, but I can’t help it Jesus is so good he always tells me something new!

So with this we’re gonna just take some time to Break down this Rhema word that’s is so simple that God gave me For this new Season and this new time!

It’s Matthew 9:29 tpt

“And they followed him right into the house where Jesus was staying. So Jesus asked them, “Do you believe that I have the power to restore sight to your eyes?” They replied, “Yes Lord, we believe!””

‭‭Matthew‬ ‭9:28‬ ‭TPT‬‬

Maybe you’ve experienced Kingdom Life before or maybe you haven’t but what I love and what I’ve come to know Kingdom Life is constant New new new.. me and my sister have discussed this where God is constantly changing us in every given moment always always changing us so it’s always new. Maybe you say it’s impossible to be new. Yes Jesus remains God remains and the Holy Spirit remains but what we receive in our soul, spirit and life (body) is always new. A fresh that’s Kingdom Life.

Let me just say Kingdom Life is constant it’s always moving it’s always growing and it’s always loving. Even when we read the Bible Kingdom Life is beneath all those verses weather you’re like “why did they happen like that?” Yet the scarlet chord is right there threaded through the whole thing. Kingdom Life is constant thirst for His presence. You can read the same verse and get something NEW NEW NEW! Do you see that’s “Kingdom Life”!

I can think of a particular character in the Bible who went through so many attack’s it wasn’t even funny. He even got life threats and some have even tried to kill him bluntly when he didn’t do anything wrong. Maybe that’s you? You didn’t do anything wrong and you’re wondering why is all this happening? Or maybe you’re just someone who doesn’t understand the deeper meaning of what Gods been speaking to you? Whatever the case, it may be similar or not even close, but God sees every situation. He’s not just sitting back saying I don’t care, but He has the NEW for you!

One thing I totally believe is he wants you to lay at his feet and allow that powerful 🔥 Fire to burn and tenderize you. The Holy Spirit to move and make the new in you! Not what was, but what is now! He wants you here with him present! He loves you that’s KINGDOM LIFE!

The character who I speak of is DAVID , I really love his Life! Because of the different and the new God continues to show me about the same person!

Let’s read together..

“For if a man finds his enemy, will he let him go away unharmed? Therefore may the Lord reward you with good for what you have done for me this day. And now, behold, I well know that you shall surely be king and that the kingdom of Israel shall be established in your hands.”

‭‭1 Samuel‬ ‭24:19-20‬ ‭AMPC‬‬

Now what I love about this is I’ve read this before but see God is showing me the new he’s showing you the new too! Let’s break it down, he shares that he has the opportunity to kill Saul, while he was sleeping yet he didn’t. Above here in verse 19 this is King Saul speaking to David and saying you deserve because of all you endeared when I was so evil to you. Now what I get is this is Kingdom Life we are constantly learning how to remain hidden in Christ. Even here what would it look like if David started getting naughty and crazy and yelling at Saul because he has the opportunity to, but he didn’t it says he just wept because he loved him. That’s the love of Jesus through and through Kingdom Life! This is something my mom and my sisters constantly display! I love what Kingdom Life is showing me!

I love you all hope you enjoy this!




So I am the third of Four Sisters.

|S I S T E R H O O D|

I love my sisters in life it’s never been perfect growing up with them there were days when none of us understood each other. There were days when some of us understood each other but as we allowed God in truly there is a new bond that we all have for one another! We fight for one another in our love, we talk to one another if we see somethings wrong. We don’t talk about one another we talk to one another.

I remember seeing my friends who also came from a family of Four sisters and wondering how do they do it? How do they all get a long how do they all wanna be in each other’s lives? This was a few years ago I didn’t get it. I saw it and believed it because it was right there in front of me but I wondered how could this happen for me and my sisters?

I thought the answer was gonna be some deep deep deep dive into the unknown…

it wasn’t it was super simple.. the answer was.. the Holy Spirit! He helped them to love one another and find the needs of one another. I began to see that did they tell me this? No but I could see Jesus so evident in there relationship.. no jealously only VICTORY! No comparison only strength for one another,.

I began to apply this to my relationships with my sisters. All the things I thought you’re not shopped to say we all talked it out. And now my sisters are the most helpful ever. They encourage me right where I’m at and I do the same but I need the HOLY SPIRIT to show me those areas I can’t necessarily see clearly! He’s my helper my fighter and the way maker! He’s a fire he will burn up what wasn’t meant to be there in your relationships you need to only lay those things at the feet of Jesus!

So today it’s a simple one for you but this is Sisterhood for me a constant effort of me asking the Holy Spirit what can I do here with my sister? How can you show me how I am to care for them? This is what I need to do daily. I think the Biggest key here the biggest take away here is Let Jesus do what he knows how to do, which really is everything. He knows the rout he’s gonna take with you and in your relationships. This key can be applied to anything Let him do it in all you do.

More then a feeling (I am 25!)

More then a feeling (I am 25!)

What would I say.. I’m  25 exactly today when I was 24 I felt I’m so young even knowing in a year I would be T W E N T Y- F I V E!!!!

Its crazy when we think and I actually googled a few minutes ago exactly ” What do you do when you turn 25? I found a blog post that mentioned the same thing she was talking about when you turn 25 or even in preparation to turning 25 what are you doing and why are you so nervous for this one???

I have some knowledge in this are only being 25 for a few hours, I think we get nervous because we thought we were grown when we were 21 and that didn’t happen.

Just kidding…. 

But seriously can I tell you the truth is 25 is HUGE, BIG, MONUMENTAL, but so is every other day with Jesus! Maybe you’re used to hearing these things or maybe you’ve never heard it before, but I can tell you every day that I tap into what he says about me I see it all unfold because he formed me!

So today I’m in the best place I could be at twenty-five so many people have gotten so many things accomplished but we live in a world that think there is a timer of age when you need to get things done. I heard last night a repeat of a great awakening of “renewing our minds” by my Uncle Casey Treat but you would know him as “Pastor Casey treat of “Faith Christina center church” in Seattle, Washington! This may sound so simple and maybe not DEEP ENOUGH FOR YOU. 

“But, the depth you receive is the depth you hear”.

Lets read here:


James 1:22-25 The Passion Translation (TPT)

22 Don’t just listen to the Word of Truth and not respond to it, for that is the essence of self-deception. So always let his Word become like poetry written and fulfilled by your life![a]

23 If you listen to the Word and don’t live out the message you hear, you become like the person who looks in the mirror of the Word to discover the reflection of his face in the beginning.[b]24 You perceive how God sees you in the mirror of the Word,[c] but then you go out and forget[d]your divine origin. 25 But those who set their gaze deeply into the perfecting law of liberty[e] are fascinated by and respond to the truth they hear and are strengthened by it—they experience God’s blessing in all that they do![f]


So the big question is… can we renew our minds and fix it on what God thinks of 25 or are we gonna go based on what we think or what the world says about 25?

Heres the thing is I learned and realized that I wanted more than ever was always to reach people for Jesus but in my youth I thought that would come by being just like them but the Original intention of God is to be with us in the Garden and there we bloom into his reflection! So we are not being “Different” we are being ORIGINAL, but PEOPLE HAVEN’T SEEN TRUE AUTHENTICITY IN A WHILE SO IT LOOKS NEW! 


I’m ready and not afraid because its gonna be the best time of my life I’m zealous for this occasion!!!!

more photos will be added but for Now!!!!…


We are Family!!!

We are Family!!!

 “We are family”

Recently I got to be In Sweden it was such a blessing for me I got to meet people and Instantly knew and thought…

“Where have you been my whole Life?”

I Admire the Pastoral  family so much, they all became my sisters, brother, and Aunty and Uncle and instantly all their kids are now my Nieces and Nephews! This was a family going beyond my Hawaiian 🌺 Culture, it was a Jesus Culture! 

Honey I’m Home!!!!



Have you ever gone somewhere and knew  instantly knew  “I’m Home”!!! 🙌✨⚡️

This is  what it’s like with Jesus wherever we take Him,  we’re Home!


God desires you to make him Home because his promise is that were Home with Him in us when we ask Him to come into our hearts.

Lets Read the word:

Jesus’ True Family

46 While Jesus was still speaking to the crowds, his mother and brothers came and stood outside, asking for him to come out and speak with them. 47 Then someone said, “Look, your mother and brothers are standing outside, wanting to have a word with you.” 48 But Jesus just looked at him and said, “Let me introduce you to my true mother and brothers.”49 Then gesturing to the disciples gathered around him, he said, “Look closely, for this is my true family. 50 When you obey my heavenly Father, that makes you a part of my true family.”

MY Repsonse: Now I want to now talk about my view and break down of this scripture. This verse is a key to understand one of the beautiful things about Heaven and Earth. Here we go. I believe Jesus was clear he wasn’t wanting his Momma to feel rejected but as much as he loved, even she needed to understand who she was in Her true FATHER “Abba”!

Does this make sense? So what was he trying to say here? He was saying Guys I love you so much so come know me through your true father, and my true Father God in heaven and lets live for eternity together because if you follow me we’re eternally family! Thats the thing about The Body of Christ we’re not distant cousins We’re instantly family! So Jesus gives us all this invitation to be apart of the Kingdom Family because His blood is what bonds us all and His blood is the one that is thicker than water!


The Phrase “We are Family” is the  key that the Kingdom of Heaven isn’t a competition. We help one another in our short comings. Honestly when were honest about what God has done and even is doing in us that when Gods mercy is extended. God our Father comes just like he said he would because he is faithful to His Promise and comes to fill the cracks in our lives because that’s what family does. They protect the integrity of your heart and fill the areas maybe you thought you wouldn’t be able to fill . Honestly we can’t do everything so the Holy Spirit comes to fill the cracks. When we look to God again as our Father and We look to the cross and Jesus as everything Father, Son, and Holy Spirit!

We cannot have one without the other! Gods hand is on us in this special way where he shows us even around the world the people who will fill these areas!!!! “We are family”!

Come and Let the Holy spirit show you who your family is. So they can hep band work with you for His Kingdom Come!  I want to take a moment to twll you who is reading this I’m you’re Family and I love you!!!!

This Weekend Heaven touched Earth and He showed me the best How much he loves me because of the Heavenly Vision I’m in I have family around the World and wherever Jesus is I’m home! So I’m always Home.

Come on Home, Son or Daughter let’s do life together because We are Family!!!!

 This song here is a song that has really been ministering to me, it would be my Song of the week! 

I want to share some of my family from Sweden with you they are beautiful people inside and out!!!!



WE need more pictures there! I hope to come back soon!!!!

Love you all!!!!

Word Dude.. Lost in the Jungle..

Reminding yourself daily of the the Word Dude… I Have been saying “dude way more then usual so that phrase came out in one of Blogs.

Recently I was just in one of my favorite places Disney World in Orlando, Florida! If you know me you know I go there almost every week (just Kidding), but I do go there quite often its a major Blast!!! Anyways I was in my word on my way home on the plane and I realize sometimes in our lives we get caught up by getting “Lost in the jungle” and we need the Word to come alive again and remain on. We need the Holy Spirit to lead us to the Word that brings us life. Getting lost in the jungle sounds like a fun idea for a photo shoot but I’m sure none of us would ever want to really be “Lost in the Jungle” I can just imagine the mosquitoes I know that doesn’t sound fun at all!

So for myself I need to be SURE I find that refuge in Gods word constantly. His word that is fully alive. His word attached to what the Holy Spirit wants you to hear and see. That’s hearing directly from His heart

SO one of the characters I want to talk to you about Is Judah and Tamar.

I never really liked this story because I didn’t understand it, but when we read the Word we need the Holy Spirit to reveal the truth of what he wants us to learn. Judah was a brother of Joseph. Now I want to make a point here that Judah  lived by law but not by true relationship with God. So everything he did he didn’t have much reverence.

Now Tamar her story is sad because she was given promises that she really wanted because she so desired to be connected to blood line of God but Judah would always say he would let her have his son but didn’t.

Many times we have people who so badly want the blessing that they will take the wrong routs as to get it. Judah was so focused on ritual he had no relationship with the Holy Spirit so his life on the side had no touch of Gods spirit on it. Remember no relationship just ritual!

As we read on he wanted to sleep with a prostitute and Tamar ( his daughter in Law who wanted the blessing went the wrong way to get that blessing) she slept with him because she wanted the blood line to continue and she wanted what Judah told her he would give her which was a son from his family Line. 

What I found out is later he was actually supposed to continue the blood line of Jesus but he spoiled himself out because of the way he behaved when no body was looking. 

how do I apply this story to my life?

These are the moments I want to hear the Holy Spirit so evidently. I desire to be so sensitive to his voice because I know he’s always speaking to me. If you remind yourself the word is alive and the Holy Spirit is always with you  there is no way you’ll get “Lost in the Jungle”.

Let’s remind ourselves that the Holy Spirit is there right beside you, and even on the inside of you. Living breathing moving and can be the ruler of our lives he totally can be!

Today Let’s ask the Holy Spirit to come Blow on us!

Have Him come and Blow on you right now renew your worship.

Renew your Life in His. Have a true life of worship, a true Love for the Father! Let’s learn from those characters Judah and Tamar lets keep this alive okay!!!

Lost in the Jungle




So a book I’ve been reading lately is by Reinhard Bonke called “Holy Spirit are we flammable or fireproof?”

This has been incredible! We recently had our #G12Hawaii Conference which was huge for us and we had Evangelist Reinhard Bonke with us! It was an incredible time.. I had him and my Pastor (Pastor Cesar Castellanos) which to be around two GIANTS OF THE FAITH was THE ULTIMATE HONOR! My heart was so blessed and honor, but this fire that so many love and pray for is a time hear we can’t take slightly!

I don’t want to be fireproof I want to be

Flammable!!!!! Let me burn forever!!!

Let’s read: the word that brings life..

“Then his father Zechariah was filled with the Holy Spirit and prophesied: Praise the Lord, the God of Israel, because He has visited and provided redemption for His people. He has raised up a horn of salvation for us in the house of His servant David, just as He spoke by the mouth of His holy prophets in ancient times; salvation from our enemies and from the clutches of those who hate us. He has dealt mercifully with our fathers and remembered His holy covenant — the oath that He swore to our father Abraham. He has given us the privilege, since we have been rescued from our enemies’ clutches, to serve Him without fear in holiness and righteousness in His presence all our days.”

‭‭Luke‬ ‭1:67-75‬ ‭HCSB‬‬

The Holy Spirit is definitely a fire 🔥 that comes and burns us completely

When I read this chapter the Holy Spirit reminds me what he’s come to do in and through our lives! Always coming to burn us… I heard from “Lillian De Fin”

Smith Wigglesworth’ granddaughter said in a video “we all have the fire of God we just need to activate it, we’re all meant to do signs and wonder it’s not for just one person, we’re all called to do this”.

One of the main things I love about the time we live in is your anointing won’t look like my anointing. It can’t be and won’t be just like Lillian De Fin I’m sure wanted to look the way her grandfather did when she laid hands on people but it doesn’t look the same but it’s the same fire 🔥! We need to burn!!! Let’s read again

“the oath that He swore to our father Abraham. He has given us the privilege, since we have been rescued from our enemies’ clutches, to serve Him without fear in holiness and righteousness in His presence all our days.”

‭‭Luke‬ ‭1:73-75‬ ‭HCSB‬‬

I love how it’s says “to serve him without fear

In his presence all our days!

If you think about it that’s us with the fire of God on our lives forever that’s how he operates in our lives. He desires for us to be with him and when we’re with him we lay hands we want to go out and evangelize!

Come on let’s go and do it!!!!