Grace Gracfully

So I received this phrase.. 

“Grace Gracefully” 

because I had a segway conversation with my Brother Julian Gamba, many know Him as Pastor, but to me he’s family and a great mentor! I blessed to have someone like Him speak into my life and prophecy in my life the things I don’t even see.

First of all everyone who read this I want you to know that you need that kinda of community people who sharpen you asnd cut things out of you Truth Friends and family. When I consider someone family its not because I feel all the warm and fuzzies its because they speak into my life. So this is like my brother Julian i’m specific about Him and Lore because I was with them a couple of weeks ago and i’m like having all these

“W H O A – M O M E N T S”! 

So that’s where I got “Grace Gracefully” because on the first night we had a Segway conversation of why I was really there and it was so good, and as the days went on the Lord was already downloading in me things just unraveling in and I began to realize I was unthreading all over again, I was going back to old worship songs I hadn’t listen to in like forever because I felt led to go to that and I would have major crying sessions, but it reminded me of my “Unraveling season”. Right there I realized whenever God wants to take you to a new place you must rid yourself of all. Why because I’m not my own.

We’re coming to a new time a new season where we are not our own and God wants ALL OF YOU, ALL OF ME! There is honestly no other way. I’m not wanting to sound like I’m making you sad like you can’t have what I have, because its the exact opposite but when you come home be home and be rooted and radical about your decision.

radical adjective

rad·​i·​cal | \ ˈra-di-kəl

Definition of radical (Entry 1 of 2)


: of, relating to, or proceeding from a root: such as



: of or growing from the root of a plant

radical tubers


: growing from the base of a stem, from a rootlike stem, or from a stem that does not rise above the ground

radical leaves

So here find ourselves seeing what the word Radical means , so when I say “Be radical or I wanna b e radical” I wan to be rooted in all things Jesus, but in order to do this I need to go back to the “Garden” which for me is the “Original”. In the bible there are many verses of the secret place established

For Moses it was the mountain top

For David it was Him in the field

For Adam it was a garden 🌺

For Jesus the Garden/the Desert 🌵

When you go back to that place that where you get developed are

able to make the little changes that make all the difference. I find that you get the best results when you make little changes, but many times I’ve seen people try to make BIG CHANGES for BIG RESULTS ,but that’s not the case in my experience again.

So one of the main things I want to write you is allow the Lord to open your eyes Jesus wants all of you he wants you radical. This will most likely be a series because this was only the beginning of what the Sprit of the Lord is ants to get through to me, but basically all don’t over complicate Him a let Jesus come and be real right in front of you today! Be blessed

xoxo LExi


The Universal Language Music 🎶


The quote, “music is the universal language of mankind” is attributed to Henry Wadsworth Longfellow. 

Jesus is my Universal Language. He’s the one I focus on the one I look to. 

 I had a very fulfilling conversation with my dad. That helped me grow so much. Of course we all want to be told when were doing good and doing well and growing in every capacity, but we also need to know that the things we say need to be things we aware of and actually make an effort towards.  If we say were guarding everything that we say we are we can get vulnerable and before we know it too open to when things affect us. 

Has that ever happened to you?

God has a special Gift for each of us and all day Ive been meditating on the Prophet Jeremiah I love Him so much I just love prophets so much I have a special place for them maybe because in so many ways people have told me I have a prophetic gifting ( I don’t say that in any weird way to make anyone uncomfortable).  The main things that Prophets are good at is spitting truth and fire, but because they are so open and free to speak righteousness in Truth that is very accurate the return affect is your heart ❤️ is vulnerable.  

So who is the Universal Language in your life? Who is leading and guiding your life? Do you have someone you go to not just when things are tough and not just a friend but even Higher then that? Do you have a leader? Who on this Earth right now is Help leading your life? 

How plugged in are you?

When we are motivated and promoted that means things stay behind you the only thing Jesus said was pick up your cross and follow me. 

So let me just take a minute to say that  Yes when we follow Him we may think its gonna be tough but it really isn’t a bad thing as we do it, we get so much deeper! 

So lets read what Jesus said Himself Here… 

Matthew 16:24-26 The Passion Translation (TPT)

24 Then Jesus said to his disciples, “If you truly want to follow me, you should at once completely reject and disown your own life. And you must be willing to share my cross and experience it as your own,[a] as you continually surrender to my ways. 25 For if you choose self-sacrifice and lose your lives for my glory, you will continually discover true life. But if you choose to keep your lives for yourselves, you will forfeit what you try to keep. 26 For even if you were to gain all the wealth and power of this world with everything it could offer you—at the cost of your own life—what good would that be? And what could be more valuable to you than your own soul?[b]

So can we all say like my last Blog “ooosh” 🔥  because this right here is one of those verses! 

I like to ask myself these Kinda question and  because it was stated so eloquently here in the verse “what good would that be?”

So just so you know reader  I’m totally speaking to myself and possibly to you if you need this.

 Did you know that you need to take up your cross as a “Whole Body person”? 

Most people just think they don’t need to take up their cross for everything just some things, but thats so not true. What we think is just our “Mainly” isn’t our “all”. 

So when Jesus said…

“If you truly want to follow me, you should at once completely reject and disown your own life. 

And you must be willing to share my cross and experience it as your own,[a] as you continually surrender to my ways

I honestly needed to come back and break that down in two different ways because its all one verse but look at this verse there is so much 🔥 you just got burned!!!! Haha 😂 

But on a serious note here for myself personally 

Jesus is my universal Language everywhere I go he’s there and sometimes we get in a fog or a haze but what would life be like if we didn’t have a great teacher and great leaders showing us the way? Where would we be? They say that music is the one Universal language and its so true, but this blog isn’t about music its about Jesus.

Don’t be suprised that ohhh there his name is again , because Jesus is the Love song in me. He’s paid a high price for my Life and for that ooshhhh I’m so thankful for and my heart pours out before Him and makes a great song cause even when I sing and I totally miss the note which happens a lot Jesus thinks my voice is lovely. Why?

Because I am His and I have made my heart His home. When Jesus see’s a mess he helps me clean it up. When he can’t understand what I’m saying he says to me, come here lets speak the same language My Language. Come and let me settle your heart. 

This is what it is to the up your cross and follow Him when heLives inside of you. Thats what It means guys its so simple. 

Where would we be without loving correction and connection? We would exist with no purpose Jesus Desires to make us the focal point in His eyes and that we would share that message with everyone else but it doesn’t stop there that He would form His character In us through us with the Power of the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit sweetly corrects but also can come in like a raging fire lets Live lives so pleasing to Him in His eyes. 

I got a prophetic word so powerful and it made me cry in the middle of the Line at Starbucks. Thanks A lot Leala haha called out!!! I’m just reminded we need to surround ourselves with people who think Higher because thats how we move up. 

SO what Universal language do you think you speak? 

I can continue to say this Jesus is the Universal Language we all speak.

To quote one of the Camp Rock songs “You are the Music in me”.


Blessings Xoxo 😘


Also I do really Love Music so enjoy this song that was brought to my attention by My Bro Juanes 🥓 bro-tato-Chip!!! The Horn section in this song OOOOshhhhhh 🔥

Is she just a talker or is she a deep talker?

So what kinda talker is she?

Getting to know me.. here we go!

So disclaimer I write the way I talk…

Ooooooshhhh… words are a huge one for me personally and there we begin this blog about being a talker or being a deep talker!

This was a question mentioned to about me so people could get to know me and honestly I never gave it too much thought 💭.

To answer the question here it depends who I am talking to. And who you are in my life. I so badly don’t want to be led by my own emotions more by the heart of the Holy Spirit who is true to purity’

Do I never have sass? Umm nope 👎 I do have it a lot actually sometimes, but my goal is to be led by the Holy Spirit in everything I do.




My Spirit, speaks to my soul and then my soul speaks to my body!

Also when you talk “deep” a phrase I say that’s not in the English dictionary I don’t think is “ooshhhh”… like Fire 🔥

Life and death in a deep talk right?

So I’m reminded what my dad told me.. “open your heart slowly” because when you deep talk you open yourself up to anything and everything because why because “the deep in you” cries out to the deep in that person”. If you aren’t careful about the deep you cry out to you could hurt your heart ♥️.

So let’s learn to affirm with love and guard one another in the way we speak…

One Morning I had a great conversation with my Daddio! We had a very affirming motivated deep talk. It was simple because he regarded my heart in the conversation because he was led so simply and gently by the Holy Spirit!

So know that if you’re a deep talking make sure it’s led by the Holy Spirit and affirmed in his love to you refused the other person because talking for nothing isn’t good…

So to answer my own question to myself I am a deep talker but a simple talker which can be led by the spirit of God as well. I won’t go by a label of being deep or just a talker because at the end of the day if I was obedient in simplicity or depth it’s dependent on Jesus and what he says!

Now I wanna tie in how being a deep talker or just a talker tie into the power of WORDS!

Please read…

I’ve come to understand that when we are motivated by how we SPEAK AND RESPOND..,

this for me is something i’m working on for sure especially because I know when words aren’t spoken correctly or carried carefully it can destroy a person. this knowledge I had even before I really fell in love with Jesus.

my love language is for sure Physical touch and my second biggest one is Words of affirmation

I tell my one friend “Please affirm me” haha she knows who she is and you know what she does affirm me! 🙌🏼😉

When I think of jesus i just believe everything about Him was from beginning to end it’s all WORD! It says in the Bible life and death is in the power of the tongue… here lets read:

Proverbs 18:21 The Passion Translation (TPT)


Your words are so powerful

that they will kill or give life,

and the talkative person will reap the consequences.

also were gonna read about creation:

this is Genesis 1:1-5

1 In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth.[a]

2 Now the earth was formless and empty, darkness covered the surface of the watery depths, and the Spirit of God was hovering over the surface of the waters. 3 Then God said, “Let there be light,” and there was light. 4 God saw that the light was good, and God separated the light from the darkness. 5 God called the light “day,” and the darkness he called “night.” There was an evening, and there was a morning: one day.

John 1 Amplified Bible, Classic Edition (AMPC)

In the beginning [before all time] was the Word ([a]Christ), and the Word was with God, and the Word was God [b]Himself.

So we see here that the words are Jesus and he created them from creation. Words being spoken is so key… so just knowing that should give us all some perspective in the way we speak to one another. In the way Jesus forms things with His words.

Even His disciples knew that In John 1 we see him say God was the Spoken word.

doesn’t that shoot down your spine in a good way tingles man because he was the actually Breath of God the “ha” in Hawaiian and I googled it 🤩

Ha, Aloha, Spirit and the Breath of Life..

this reminds me of when God struck me in such a way he came and literally wrecked me so powerfully in 2017 during our “Aloha” women conference! I really thought I was so good and everything was all “G”… but little did I know what the Lord would speak to me and the way he would that I was literally without breath for a while we need the Breath the Spoken word that brings Life to our Bones!!!!

Enjoy this all Go speak with the Breath of Life in your bones and motivate your neighbor!!!

Also have a simple, talk or a deep talk with someone today if you’re led by the Spirit of God you will mark them even with just a smile!

xoxo Lexi!!!!

Blogger what does she do? Mood Jesus!

I was asking myself in this position

What is a blogger all about so let me give you what I’ve found on my google search!!!!


Dictionary result for blogger


  1. a person who regularly writes material for a blog.
  2. “food bloggers post a recipe on a particular theme”

Also I’m gonna add a few more definitions for you because if you didn’t know I love definitions!!!!!

So one that has been in my heart ❤️ today and will be reigning in me this week I’m sure…

in·hab·it·ed in·hab·it·ing in·hab·its
    transitive verb1: to occupy as a place of settled residence or habitat : live in inhabit a small house2: to be present in or occupy in any manner or form the human beings.

  • 1a : the place or environment wherea plant or animal naturally or normally lives and grows
  • b : the typical place of residence.

A blogger regularly writes and Jesus regularly inhabits where he is welcome!

So here is what I purpose what if you were to invite him in all the areas of your house 🏠?!

Like how a blogger writes regularly with a particular theme. As a blogger and. Jesus follower my theme is Him in everything I do even when I’m feeling whetevz weird or way over thinking things! Yes even then!

So as a blogger I wanna say that could we let him inhabit all that we do?!

I know I just said that to you (reader) but, truly it bears repeating… I’m so know like I know that I know the unconditional Love Jesus has for me… and what I want is to be more then conditional!


  • 1: not conditional or limited :absolute, unqualifiedunconditional surrenderunconditional love!


subject to, implying, or dependentupon a condition a conditional promise!

I know lots of definitions but sometimes on our part we are the conditional ones we go by our mood and we all have “the feels” and get in “moods” , but honestly will be allow Him to INHABIT and can we make JESUS our Habitat?!

My personal goal even as a blogger is this that I would make those “God Habits” reign in my life!

“I want you to pattern your lives after me, just as I pattern mine after Christ. And I give you full credit for always keeping me in mind as you follow carefully the substance of my instructions that I’ve taught you. But I want you to understand that Christ is the source of every human alive, and Adam was the source of Eve, and God is the source of the Messiah.”

‭‭1 Corinthians‬ ‭11:1-3‬ ‭TPT‬‬

Truly having Jesus inhabit is knowing he is your source!!!! Make Jesus famous all day all the time in everything we do in our friendships, relationships, Jesus is fun he’s my MOOD all the time! That’s the goal!!!!!!

The Look up!

I was looking up some other phrases “Look up” and what I found from trusty google is this…

Synonyms for “look up”

verb research

Discover, Find, Search For, and Seek out!

These were the phrases I loved the most it was so special to me because I wanted to describe what “the Look Up” meant to me!

When with Jesus there’s so much to discover and to find, I heard the Holy Spirit tell me pretty emphatically 2018 was your year of “seek” and now 2019 is your year of “Find”!

Let me be clear that the “seeking” part of your incredible relationship with Jesus never ends. The word he told me was “find me” and this phrase came out “Jesus be everything”… like just be it all in every area of my life! One of the main ones that I found was the Lord renewing me in Jeremiah 17 it’s a powerful chapter when you read it, it can come across pretty strong, but when you’re renewed in what he shares with you, you begin to see it was Jesus loving on you the whole time.

My mom said this phrase this weekend “the Holy Spirit is wooing us into a moment in our worship!”

I’ve heard that phrase one other time by Melissa Hesler who is a worshiper & and a writer! She has written many incredible songs along side with her husband such as “no longer slaves” pretty epic songs!

Anyways I heard her say when she shared a testimony of how she got this one song called “catch the wind” that God was wooing her into a moment because he was teaching her the power of her voice and her worship!

It’s incredible that my Mom and Melissa has that in common at different times and not even knowing one another… God wants to woo us into all of Him so he can truly be everything in all areas so when you read Jeremiah 17 it will blow your mind. When washed in purity and read in purity you’ll see what I’m saying. Let me tell you Hod can do this for anyone! Come to him and let him Draw near to you! The closer you get you’ll want to be living in the best place it’s not cause you’re condemned it’s cause life as we know it can’t be the same and you would never want it to be!

Truly God only brings the best parts out of all of us if you’ve ever experienced anything different it’s cause you didn’t give it all over!

Today I want to invite you to allow the Lord to show you this new way of letting Go And truly letting Him in every room you have in your house and See the best life is really closer than you think!

Happy Valentine’s Day not over yet!

So it’s not over yet y’all!

I really wanted to take the opportunity to share with you some things on my heart which should be what this day is all about anyways right???

Do ya’ll remember that blog I did on my Birthday? Omg I’m turning 25  its more then a feeling well what the toughest thing is  this… Valentines day and understanding this too is more then a feeling I know so many times I sound redundant about so many things I say in my blogs because Jesus is the source.. today Can we have the essence of Jesus and understanding that we are feeling all the feels, but it’s okay people! It’s alright to have the feels and when you do Go to Jesus and say I know you keep this sacred most of all! So because he will cherish what you hold dear in your heart he will also protect Him

So this is someone I strive to be like not just on Valentines day but everyday of my life like Mary…

Luke 10:39 The Passion Translation (TPT)

Jesus Visits Martha and Mary

38–39 As Jesus and the disciples continued on their journey, they came to a village where a woman welcomed Jesus into her home. Her name was Martha and she had a sister named Mary. Mary sat down attentively before the Master, absorbing every revelation he shared.

the word SOAK MEANS 

soak | sōk | verb [with object] 1 make or allow (something) to become thoroughly wet by immersing it in liquid: soak the beans overnight in water. [no object] be immersed in water or another liquid: she spent some time soaking in a hot bath. (of a liquid) cause (something or someone) to become extremely wet: the rain poured down, soaking their hair. [no object, with adverbial of direction] (of a liquid) penetrate or permeate completely: cold water was soaking into my shoes. (soak something off/out) remove something by immersing it in water for a period of time: don’t disturb the wound—soak the dressing off if necessary.

Are we in that place where we make this the most important time? To lay at His feet and just listen and soak Not moving or shaking but sitting and Soaking??? 

Come and permeate in the presence of God!!!

So here’ it is to all who love Love! Jesus is love and he’s the best source for your day today! It’s funny because I remind myself with my own videos that I’ve done on my channel before watching myself cry and be vulnerable with whoever watches because I felt the Holy Spirit lead me to, but the truth is so many times we don’t get the full opportunity to carry that out! We want to sit and soak in His presence and make covenant with Him but its not always as easy because of other things that have gotten in the way.  When I worship and when I praise I get to seek the King and really,  I come to a place of repentance every time. Not because I want to feel bad but the truth is when wallow in just daily life it can get really rough and hard for me! God has so strengthened me in 2019 and the key is to make Jesus everything! That is truly the key to everything every joy he is the ultimate love today!

I was so encouraged and surrounded with peace when I read my beautiful Iron Friends Blog Post! Nadia wrote about questions people asked how her parents stayed together so long and what was the key to all of that?! 

here is the Link:

They had many answers and I’m gonna leave the Link below so you can read it because truly it will change your perspective for singles and if you’re married it will just uplift your life!

I don’t know the position you’re in this evening ending Valentine’s Day but I would hope whatever your heart was feeling that it would find Jesus tonight because that’s truly what it’s about!

He’s who I seek even when I didn’t seek he finds me. He finds me in the strangest places it’s funny and beautiful the chase game I have with the Holy Spirit! When Jesus explained in John 14 “I am the way the truth and the Life”.. what does that mean to you it means I want to make him my actual reality in my life and that my year would be surrounded with His face in every area that he oils surprise me with Him in everyone I meet because it’s just like him to do something like that with His beloved!

So this is the love we seek for nothing but this smothered in this deep output of His love and maybe you’ve not experienced that but make it your chase to make it your daily expectation because that’s when everything shifts and moves you into change and what restores your life to full meaning when he’s the source of all life because he’s the beginning and the End!

P.S Ladies you were meant to be conquered for Jesus conquered us right? just know that the only way to get the best is through faith and conquest… just a little side note go soak with Jesus my valentines!!!!!


I love you Jesus it’s you and me forever

Xoxo 😘 Love Lexi

Happy Valentines Day!


If their are typos I wrote this in a moving car..

Back to the future!!!




I’ve been in this new place where God has been showing me and reminding me who I am and where Im going… sometimes you think the new has to be something you’ve never heard before, but sometimes the new is something you’ve heard before but its a new rout.  Because I still can’t wait in the morning and turn my affection towards the Holy Spirit and its not because I’m an emotional mess, but the posture of my heart is just so completely thankful in every way I can’t say it enough over and over again! It’s such a blessing to say to Jesus I love you, let me breath you in now. In the beginning to me is God took my normal ordinary Life and made me super- natural you know? If you have Jesus living on the inside of you, then you are a Super- natural creation and God is about to breath so much more on your Dry Bones! Some of you may be feeling like like what can I even give to Him but you give Him you. Thats where it all starts I’m telling you if you are constantly the sacrifice you’ll be so astonished on where God took you without even knowing it. Do you believe that he wants the best for your life? Because he really does want the absolute best let Him show you!!! Let’s dive in, let’s read the word together.

Romans 12 The Message (MSG)

Place Your Life Before God

12 1-2 So here’s what I want you to do, God helping you: Take your everyday, ordinary life—your sleeping, eating, going-to-work, and walking-around life—and place it before God as an offering. Embracing what God does for you is the best thing you can do for him. Don’t become so well-adjusted to your culture that you fit into it without even thinking. Instead, fix your attention on God. You’ll be changed from the inside out. Readily recognize what he wants from you, and quickly respond to it. Unlike the culture around you, always dragging you down to its level of immaturity, God brings the best out of you, develops well-formed maturity in you.

I’m speaking to you out of deep gratitude for all that God has given me, and especially as I have responsibilities in relation to you. Living then, as every one of you does, in pure grace, it’s important that you not misinterpret yourselves as people who are bringing this goodness to God. No, God brings it all to you. The only accurate way to understand ourselves is by what God is and by what he does for us, not by what we are and what we do for him.

Reflection: whoa moment right ?!?!?!

So I was gonna just highlight and make bold the parts that are important but who am I kidding its the Bible its all so important!!! I’m so not here to talk about my problems but I’m here to encourage you, because guess what everyone has problems weather its a paper cut or  if its a devastating emotional problem. They all exist and guess what God doesn’t miss any of them. But let me just say that you’re not a normal being you’re created so special so we need to stand out not to be or Live Weird, but to live in a way that God is seen In every area. We are slaying Giants people!!!!