More then a feeling (I am 25!)

What would I say.. I’m  25 exactly today when I was 24 I felt I’m so young even knowing in a year I would be T W E N T Y- F I V E!!!!

Its crazy when we think and I actually googled a few minutes ago exactly ” What do you do when you turn 25? I found a blog post that mentioned the same thing she was talking about when you turn 25 or even in preparation to turning 25 what are you doing and why are you so nervous for this one???

I have some knowledge in this are only being 25 for a few hours, I think we get nervous because we thought we were grown when we were 21 and that didn’t happen.

Just kidding…. 

But seriously can I tell you the truth is 25 is HUGE, BIG, MONUMENTAL, but so is every other day with Jesus! Maybe you’re used to hearing these things or maybe you’ve never heard it before, but I can tell you every day that I tap into what he says about me I see it all unfold because he formed me!

So today I’m in the best place I could be at twenty-five so many people have gotten so many things accomplished but we live in a world that think there is a timer of age when you need to get things done. I heard last night a repeat of a great awakening of “renewing our minds” by my Uncle Casey Treat but you would know him as “Pastor Casey treat of “Faith Christina center church” in Seattle, Washington! This may sound so simple and maybe not DEEP ENOUGH FOR YOU. 

“But, the depth you receive is the depth you hear”.

Lets read here:


James 1:22-25 The Passion Translation (TPT)

22 Don’t just listen to the Word of Truth and not respond to it, for that is the essence of self-deception. So always let his Word become like poetry written and fulfilled by your life![a]

23 If you listen to the Word and don’t live out the message you hear, you become like the person who looks in the mirror of the Word to discover the reflection of his face in the beginning.[b]24 You perceive how God sees you in the mirror of the Word,[c] but then you go out and forget[d]your divine origin. 25 But those who set their gaze deeply into the perfecting law of liberty[e] are fascinated by and respond to the truth they hear and are strengthened by it—they experience God’s blessing in all that they do![f]


So the big question is… can we renew our minds and fix it on what God thinks of 25 or are we gonna go based on what we think or what the world says about 25?

Heres the thing is I learned and realized that I wanted more than ever was always to reach people for Jesus but in my youth I thought that would come by being just like them but the Original intention of God is to be with us in the Garden and there we bloom into his reflection! So we are not being “Different” we are being ORIGINAL, but PEOPLE HAVEN’T SEEN TRUE AUTHENTICITY IN A WHILE SO IT LOOKS NEW! 


I’m ready and not afraid because its gonna be the best time of my life I’m zealous for this occasion!!!!

more photos will be added but for Now!!!!…


We are Family!!!

 “We are family”

Recently I got to be In Sweden it was such a blessing for me I got to meet people and Instantly knew and thought…

“Where have you been my whole Life?”

I Admire the Pastoral  family so much, they all became my sisters, brother, and Aunty and Uncle and instantly all their kids are now my Nieces and Nephews! This was a family going beyond my Hawaiian 🌺 Culture, it was a Jesus Culture! 

Honey I’m Home!!!!



Have you ever gone somewhere and knew  instantly knew  “I’m Home”!!! 🙌✨⚡️

This is  what it’s like with Jesus wherever we take Him,  we’re Home!


God desires you to make him Home because his promise is that were Home with Him in us when we ask Him to come into our hearts.

Lets Read the word:

Jesus’ True Family

46 While Jesus was still speaking to the crowds, his mother and brothers came and stood outside, asking for him to come out and speak with them. 47 Then someone said, “Look, your mother and brothers are standing outside, wanting to have a word with you.” 48 But Jesus just looked at him and said, “Let me introduce you to my true mother and brothers.”49 Then gesturing to the disciples gathered around him, he said, “Look closely, for this is my true family. 50 When you obey my heavenly Father, that makes you a part of my true family.”

MY Repsonse: Now I want to now talk about my view and break down of this scripture. This verse is a key to understand one of the beautiful things about Heaven and Earth. Here we go. I believe Jesus was clear he wasn’t wanting his Momma to feel rejected but as much as he loved, even she needed to understand who she was in Her true FATHER “Abba”!

Does this make sense? So what was he trying to say here? He was saying Guys I love you so much so come know me through your true father, and my true Father God in heaven and lets live for eternity together because if you follow me we’re eternally family! Thats the thing about The Body of Christ we’re not distant cousins We’re instantly family! So Jesus gives us all this invitation to be apart of the Kingdom Family because His blood is what bonds us all and His blood is the one that is thicker than water!


The Phrase “We are Family” is the  key that the Kingdom of Heaven isn’t a competition. We help one another in our short comings. Honestly when were honest about what God has done and even is doing in us that when Gods mercy is extended. God our Father comes just like he said he would because he is faithful to His Promise and comes to fill the cracks in our lives because that’s what family does. They protect the integrity of your heart and fill the areas maybe you thought you wouldn’t be able to fill . Honestly we can’t do everything so the Holy Spirit comes to fill the cracks. When we look to God again as our Father and We look to the cross and Jesus as everything Father, Son, and Holy Spirit!

We cannot have one without the other! Gods hand is on us in this special way where he shows us even around the world the people who will fill these areas!!!! “We are family”!

Come and Let the Holy spirit show you who your family is. So they can hep band work with you for His Kingdom Come!  I want to take a moment to twll you who is reading this I’m you’re Family and I love you!!!!

This Weekend Heaven touched Earth and He showed me the best How much he loves me because of the Heavenly Vision I’m in I have family around the World and wherever Jesus is I’m home! So I’m always Home.

Come on Home, Son or Daughter let’s do life together because We are Family!!!!

 This song here is a song that has really been ministering to me, it would be my Song of the week! 

I want to share some of my family from Sweden with you they are beautiful people inside and out!!!!



WE need more pictures there! I hope to come back soon!!!!

Love you all!!!!

Word Dude.. Lost in the Jungle..

Reminding yourself daily of the the Word Dude… I Have been saying “dude way more then usual so that phrase came out in one of Blogs.

Recently I was just in one of my favorite places Disney World in Orlando, Florida! If you know me you know I go there almost every week (just Kidding), but I do go there quite often its a major Blast!!! Anyways I was in my word on my way home on the plane and I realize sometimes in our lives we get caught up by getting “Lost in the jungle” and we need the Word to come alive again and remain on. We need the Holy Spirit to lead us to the Word that brings us life. Getting lost in the jungle sounds like a fun idea for a photo shoot but I’m sure none of us would ever want to really be “Lost in the Jungle” I can just imagine the mosquitoes I know that doesn’t sound fun at all!

So for myself I need to be SURE I find that refuge in Gods word constantly. His word that is fully alive. His word attached to what the Holy Spirit wants you to hear and see. That’s hearing directly from His heart

SO one of the characters I want to talk to you about Is Judah and Tamar.

I never really liked this story because I didn’t understand it, but when we read the Word we need the Holy Spirit to reveal the truth of what he wants us to learn. Judah was a brother of Joseph. Now I want to make a point here that Judah  lived by law but not by true relationship with God. So everything he did he didn’t have much reverence.

Now Tamar her story is sad because she was given promises that she really wanted because she so desired to be connected to blood line of God but Judah would always say he would let her have his son but didn’t.

Many times we have people who so badly want the blessing that they will take the wrong routs as to get it. Judah was so focused on ritual he had no relationship with the Holy Spirit so his life on the side had no touch of Gods spirit on it. Remember no relationship just ritual!

As we read on he wanted to sleep with a prostitute and Tamar ( his daughter in Law who wanted the blessing went the wrong way to get that blessing) she slept with him because she wanted the blood line to continue and she wanted what Judah told her he would give her which was a son from his family Line. 

What I found out is later he was actually supposed to continue the blood line of Jesus but he spoiled himself out because of the way he behaved when no body was looking. 

how do I apply this story to my life?

These are the moments I want to hear the Holy Spirit so evidently. I desire to be so sensitive to his voice because I know he’s always speaking to me. If you remind yourself the word is alive and the Holy Spirit is always with you  there is no way you’ll get “Lost in the Jungle”.

Let’s remind ourselves that the Holy Spirit is there right beside you, and even on the inside of you. Living breathing moving and can be the ruler of our lives he totally can be!

Today Let’s ask the Holy Spirit to come Blow on us!

Have Him come and Blow on you right now renew your worship.

Renew your Life in His. Have a true life of worship, a true Love for the Father! Let’s learn from those characters Judah and Tamar lets keep this alive okay!!!

Lost in the Jungle



So a book I’ve been reading lately is by Reinhard Bonke called “Holy Spirit are we flammable or fireproof?”

This has been incredible! We recently had our #G12Hawaii Conference which was huge for us and we had Evangelist Reinhard Bonke with us! It was an incredible time.. I had him and my Pastor (Pastor Cesar Castellanos) which to be around two GIANTS OF THE FAITH was THE ULTIMATE HONOR! My heart was so blessed and honor, but this fire that so many love and pray for is a time hear we can’t take slightly!

I don’t want to be fireproof I want to be

Flammable!!!!! Let me burn forever!!!

Let’s read: the word that brings life..

“Then his father Zechariah was filled with the Holy Spirit and prophesied: Praise the Lord, the God of Israel, because He has visited and provided redemption for His people. He has raised up a horn of salvation for us in the house of His servant David, just as He spoke by the mouth of His holy prophets in ancient times; salvation from our enemies and from the clutches of those who hate us. He has dealt mercifully with our fathers and remembered His holy covenant — the oath that He swore to our father Abraham. He has given us the privilege, since we have been rescued from our enemies’ clutches, to serve Him without fear in holiness and righteousness in His presence all our days.”

‭‭Luke‬ ‭1:67-75‬ ‭HCSB‬‬

The Holy Spirit is definitely a fire 🔥 that comes and burns us completely

When I read this chapter the Holy Spirit reminds me what he’s come to do in and through our lives! Always coming to burn us… I heard from “Lillian De Fin”

Smith Wigglesworth’ granddaughter said in a video “we all have the fire of God we just need to activate it, we’re all meant to do signs and wonder it’s not for just one person, we’re all called to do this”.

One of the main things I love about the time we live in is your anointing won’t look like my anointing. It can’t be and won’t be just like Lillian De Fin I’m sure wanted to look the way her grandfather did when she laid hands on people but it doesn’t look the same but it’s the same fire 🔥! We need to burn!!! Let’s read again

“the oath that He swore to our father Abraham. He has given us the privilege, since we have been rescued from our enemies’ clutches, to serve Him without fear in holiness and righteousness in His presence all our days.”

‭‭Luke‬ ‭1:73-75‬ ‭HCSB‬‬

I love how it’s says “to serve him without fear

In his presence all our days!

If you think about it that’s us with the fire of God on our lives forever that’s how he operates in our lives. He desires for us to be with him and when we’re with him we lay hands we want to go out and evangelize!

Come on let’s go and do it!!!!

What fountain do you drink from?

So this has been something huge for me that I’ve been taught so much about being careful about the fountain you drink from!

I want to share a little bit with you!

When I think of a fountain I think of the Women at the well and how she spoke with Jesus but didn’t know she was speaking with Jesus.. actually let’s read it together!

“Wearied by his long journey, he sat on the edge of Jacob’s well. He sent his disciples into the village to buy food, for it was already afternoon. Soon a Samaritan woman came to draw water. Jesus said to her, “Give me a drink of water.”

Surprised, she said, “Why would a Jewish man ask a Samaritan woman for a drink of water?” Jesus replied, “If you only knew who I am and the gift that God wants to give you—you’d ask me for a drink, and I would give to you living water.”

The woman replied, “But sir, you don’t even have a bucket and this well is very deep. So where do you find this ‘living water’? Do you really think that you are greater than our ancestor Jacob who dug this well and drank from it himself, along with his children and livestock?”

Jesus answered, “If you drink from Jacob’s well you’ll be thirsty again and again, but if anyone drinks the living water I give them, they will never thirst again and will be forever satisfied! For when you drink the water I give you it becomes a gushing fountain of the Holy Spirit, springing up and flooding you with endless life!” The woman replied, “Let me drink that water so I’ll never be thirsty again and won’t have to come back here to draw water.” Jesus said, “Go get your husband and bring him back here.””

‭‭John‬ ‭4:6-16‬ ‭TPT‬‬

Okay guys so as we just read this morning the fountain Jesus was talking about himself right? Come and drink from him and there will be a never ending springing well that’s what we can process after we have a covenant with God! It all start with

Me + Jesus = everything else

You + Jesus = everything else!

My dad who is also my Pastor shared with my family.. “many know enough of the word to know, but not enough to enjoy their life with Jesus”

So I ask again what fountain are you drinking from? We can be going to all these sources but God has called us to a specific place with him a specific church to dwell and allow the roots to be flourished and watered constantly!

Here a few questions to see what fountain you drink from?

What church are you attending?

Are you serving? Or do you only serve when you know you’ll be seen?

Do you know the spirit of your church?

So many times we distract ourselves with so many different ministries and we get excited what everyone else is doing and here God is waiting to show you like hey I have so much for your life come and just be with me I’ll water those roots!

Do you let your roots just slightly get wet or have they been hidden and rooted in the water of life ready to flourish?

Do you drink the fountain of Jesus and protect yourself with his word and guard yourself from being that sheep that just keeps going out?

He will always be the good shepherd or your life but he wants to come in and be every other name in the Bible for you as well! Can you let him be more to you!

It all starts in your garden go back and dwell in that tent with him today!

We have a conquest and the key for me is what I have with Jesus I would never trade for anything but I don’t keep it I share it and evangelism isn’t hard for me because I’m telling my story this how much I love him and I’ve activated the power of the Holy Spirit on my life so I can keep going and going because the fire in me and on me! Jesus told the women at the well “For when you drink the water I give you it becomes a gushing fountain of the Holy Spirit, springing up and flooding you with endless life!”

This is what he wants to do with your life!!!!!!!

Amen 🙏🏻

Take offs and Landing! ⚡️🛬

So recently I’ve been given the best opportunity to travel with my family for ministry but also fun as well!

I thought 💭 recently about the take off process all that it takes for the those who work the plane, and those passengers preparing for a take off.. the preparation for a flight I think can be sometimes very intense the preparation to go I don’t know the life of the pilot or the flight attendance but I do know a little of the life of the passenger. The other day my friend was texting me about all the preparations she was taking for her and her kids to get to go on this trip. And then there are unprepared yet prepped distractions that come your way!

I believe that God has been speaking to me about preparation and always be earnestly seeking so I can be ready for anything Spirit, Soul, and Body!

I was in this place recently when I was so annoyed because of something that happened but I was outwardly annoyed and in that moment I know that I didn’t say “hey this morning I prayed an led believed a distraction would come but even tho I wasn’t expectant or this distraction I was definitely well equipped for it. When we tune into what he Holy Spirit says to us about these distractions we are ready and prepared earnestly seeking and we will earnestly find. I was in the book of Luke and reading Luke 11. I was reading a book by Cindy Jacobs and below I’ll share my highlight and my notes..

I believe this was happening with me on the plane ✈️ and right now in this moment I’m believing for my laptop to completely be covered by the biggest prayers even for the smallest thing. But i believe the Holy Spirit just revealed that to me that “nothing is small to God” nothing nothing is even an inch away from his heart if it matters to us it matters to him. Of course we don’t think of objects as things that carry much of anything in our lives but, I know it’s key for us all to be in clarity that nothing is meaningless when we think it meaningless we don’t activate our faith. Because what constitutes that’s big enough for Him to move on your behalf! Yesterday when I was reading Luke 11 I was reminded of the faith God wants us to have…

So it is with your prayers. Ask and you’ll receive. Seek and you’ll discover. Knock on heaven’s door, and it will one day open for you. Every persistent person will get what he asks for. Every persistent seeker will discover what he needs. And everyone who knocks persistently will one day find an open door.”

Luke 11:9-10 TPT

Another reference “You are blessed because you believed that what the Lord said to you would really happen.””

Luke 1:45 NCV

So this was similar to that plane ride for me my emotions initially was annoyed and in that moment I spoke to that and didn’t allow my take off to carry any distractions and I dealt with the root. I was praying in the spirit because I didn’t know why this happened but God showed me this and it was wonderful. When you’re faced with difficulty and you already feel sorry for yourself you’re not operating in a life of faith. Because you’re thinking he doesn’t care about this. When you take off in your spiritual life,

Your physical life and your emotional life, don’t think anything is too small or even to big there is no measure for God! It’s the measure of your faith! Take off work it out and when you land, you’ll land in a place of peace understanding speaking to him directly Spirit to spirit the best code language!

Have a great take off guys love you all!

Take off picture ready for anything that God has 10 times More!

Landing picture with this winning gem 💎 Vale. My super friend one who had my heart definitely.

Her character reflects her heart for Jesus! Love you!

Living the Dream!

What is your dream? Have you ever received the dream or heaven for your life? If so, what does it look like? What does it sound like? Can you hear it? What keeps you?

It’s really important to receive this dream for your life. Maybe you ask this question who am I? What is the dream? What dreams do you have for me?

In order to know Gods dreams for your life you also need to know you’re season so that you can be the most fruitful in your season. When you don’t get a handle on your season or even had a clue your season has changed then this will be super difficult in your life..

this is a prophetic word I wrote out and I believe whosever reads this will get deep healing. Today let’s read his word. Get nurtured by his word and know his timing is beyond our recollection.

Below is the prophetic word go ahead and read!!!!

In this new season you’re in its unfamiliar but the thing I’ve learned is every time we change seasons it’s never the same because when we are in a “new season” it’s not like

The weather is changing and I know how it goes because there is only 4 seasons. Because when you are changing seasons with God it’s spirit to spirit so the season will


this is a super natural

Season and when you are in that you will

Be tested the MOST!

With every area of your life




But I will tell You this you will CONQUER!

Let’s know that everything the Father has for ya it stored up in the secret place that part of your season will never change things around you may change but he remains. My uncle Luna shared something recently that there was a reason he revealed himself as “I am” to Moses because we know he is all things past present and future, but he is always present. So take comfort even in your season he is in your present! Your right now!!!! Breath him in!

Recently one of my dreams came to pass me and a few of my family members got to go to England and see a beautiful nation! My heart was so blessed to be there! Here are some pictures of what God did in my season and showed me how I could

Still be “Living the dream”

Bring Me Life (my Grave Journal)

Lets start off with the word amen! So were reading John 11 if you have your bibles lets get them out! Physical bibles yay!!! quick side note 🙌👌☺️

When he heard this, he said, “This sickness will not end in death for Lazarus, but will bring glory and praise to God. This will reveal the greatness of the Son of God by what takes place.”

and lets read a bit more of John 11

9–10 Jesus replied, “Are there not twelve hours of daylight in every day?[b]You can go through a day without the fear of stumbling when you walk in the One who gives light to the world. But you will stumble when the light is not in you, for you’ll be walking in the dark.”

11 Then Jesus added, “Lazarus, our friend, has just fallen asleep.[c] It’s time that I go and awaken him.”

25 “Martha,” Jesus said, You don’t have to wait until then. I am[g]the Resurrection,[h]and I am Life Eternal. Anyone who clings to me in faith, even though he dies, will live forever.26 And the one who lives by believing in me will never die.[i]Do you believe this?”[j]41 So they rolled away the heavy stone. Jesus gazed into heaven and said, “Father, thank you that you have heard my prayer,42 for you listen to every word I speak. Now, so that these who stand here with me will believe that you have sent me to the earth as your messenger, I will use the power you have given me.”43 Then with a loud voice Jesus shouted with authority: “Lazarus! Come out of the tomb!”

44 Then in front of everyone, Lazarus, who had died four days earlier, slowly hobbled out—he still had grave clothes tightly wrapped around his hands and feet and covering his face! Jesus said to them, “Unwrap him and let him loose.”[p],9-11,15,25,39,41-42,44

I wanted you to jump around the book of John with me there when you have some time please take some time to read the  rest of the  book and even meditate on its incredible!


my Grave journal 📓: The areas that God has renewed in my life in my heart and in my mind is this..

I was dead before and now I am dead to my old nature and I have truly come to life. I have Given all for all. Not every moment and I perfect but, everyday I desire more and more of His image and His likeness. Recently I was in a challenge for my personal life what it is to take care of and protect my garden “my secret place”.Or as I like to call “my secret garden” which is what I heard the Holy Spirit told me while I was praying over my family and allowing me to be poured out before his feet. What was coming out was adoration, also confession of  the good bad and even the ugly.

Maybe you say how can you do that?I tell you, that because there is where I conquer. Right now I have my youth in a series called “conquest” and what they have to do is get a journal 📓 called “grave journal” and this is used to write down the thing and the areas we thought were dead 💀 in our lives but God is resurrecting and giving life to because there he gives you a new nature! Your new nature! Some people have faced traumatic wounds in their hearts and lives, but I believe God is leaving the dead with the dead and your new nature is a different kind of death unto your flesh and THE  RESURRECTING  POWER OF JESUS HAS BROUGHT LIFE ANS NEW NATURE! The king is in the room! I have expedited serious trauma in my life but I cling to the promises in Gods word to show me the treasure the gold of that word to come to LIFE, I look beyond the DIRT!  

This is my beautiful Friend Vicky she is so precious to my heart should and Spirit. She reminds me a lot of the Holy Spirit! How sweet and tender she is and how bold and like a fire she is. God has given her a great ability to Pastor Youth and also to be an incredible Wife to my Bro Pipe! I love you Vicky that was your intro and it doesn’t come close in words yet I try ❤️🙌😭


When Lexi asked me about the areas in my life in which I had seen God’s resurrecting power in my life, it was not a simple question to answer. God did not merely resurrect some areas, but EVERY single area of my life. The Bible literally says that God gave us life when we were still dead in our sins and transgressions (Eph. 2:1,5), and that is what God did in me. He gave me live when I was still dead. And from that moment on God has shown me the power of His life in several points of my life.
Recently, God gave life to a dream of mine that, without realizing it, had been burieddeep within my heart:the dream of living within a family. After my Mom’s passing from this world, my family went through lots of changes, and I felt God was calling me to let go, to see Him as my family, and to depend on him alone.Nevertheless, after that time of learning, the Lord gave us a precious gift when we least expected it: a new and larger family than we had before.From the moment I started a relationship with my husband, his family opened their arms to us so we could be a great family. And that is surely how it has been! God knows even the deepest, most secret places of our heart, and He is the God who breathed his life on every part of it.

What happens in my garden.

This has been something God has taken me “the Chase” this has been my delight in my garden. In these last days in my secret garden I’ve been saying and talking about  a King being in my room in every aspect of my life. One of the main things I love is in my garden I have those moments when I don’t see it, or I do see it, but its there that I find victory. I know this is all things I’ve said before but its my garden where I receive the most healing because I’m wanting it there. We need to enter our Garden with purpose and a plan. We can’t just enter that place with saying lets sit here for an hour unless the Spirit of the Lord led you to do so then I go for it. Most times we need to be open to what the Holy Spirit is wanting for us in these little moments.


Image + Likeness = character of Jesus.  

Hidden in Jesus this is your Garden.

  • your heart area (emotional, soul)
  • your physical area (body)
  • your spiritual (spirit)



okay so some things I want to encourage you about is lets

Make it our goal where these special areas are guarded and strengthened!




Generation One

Generation one is something  that we have been praying for a long time, G/O! God gave me a powerful for this ministry just for me alone and then when me and my brother came in contact God gave him the same verse. So we need to be ones to who understand we are all one in the sense that every generation matters to God. None of this separation situation. Because I want who ever follows me to follow Jesus not stop because they say Jesus is too old no one would say that unless they don’t know right? So thats where we remain is giving two things one giving a generation place and, two seeing that the generation is being raised up to understand and take that place and take responsibility. The thing is God will equip us in every way shape and form but when its time to go out will you carry out all he’s called you to?

I like to share this yes lets give a generation place in every age group. Kids, Preteens, teens and young adults to adults we all are apart of the body we need to allow the Holy Spirit to show us where we go. Trust the Holy Spirit in everything wee do and we will do it greatly we will carry it all out! God has a magnificent plan for this generation ( all generations) he’s calling his body to back to its original form in purity and come together.


We Are called to be ONE Generation.

this is the word we both had…

Psalm 24:6 The Passion Translation (TPT)

They will stand before God,
    for they seek the pleasure of God’s face,[a] the God of Jacob.
Pause in his presence

come on isn’t that Good? to stand in awe of Him the great magnificent God? This Gets carried to every generation over and over and over come a generation who leads the next a generations who so much believes in the next but the one before still shares their story and that God has done and it continues to carry over and over! Come on I’m ready for that Jesus I see it Jesus. Can you see it? Lets get our faith in line with our lips and confess this! 🙌🙌🙌

Generation one.. what does that mean to you? Recently this Sunday actually we released that